18.1.09

On the way towards relaxation

2 days after tomorrow, 21st jan, marks the end of my first semester exams. This is a good news indeed, but stress makes me smile hardly (stretching my lips and trying to make the side of my lips curve to make it at least look like a smile) Yeah i'm now smiling *finger crossed*

The level of stress and worry finally starts dropping somehow (weee~ sliding down the snow-covered hill) which in return stimulates the secretion of happy hormone serotonin.
But there's still something pestering me... It is actually...... *Smack* man i've made silly mistakes on my Chem paper which would affect the rest of the whole question. Arghhhh *smack smack smack* Well since life is mostly about a give and take balance, i suppose what i give is equal to what i take. Let's just hope for getting high marks in other paper to improve the overall score =)

What can i eat to make me feel better....... running through my food department in my brain....... Banana! (increases ur intake of magnesium, reduces anxiety, helps better sleeping also) Chocolate! (stimulants for happy, content and relaxed) Oranges! Walnuts! bla bla bla......... ya endless. Teeth and jaw muscle get so excited, having enthusiasm wanes, but sorry mate i just don't feel like eating. So this week, the last week's paper is all about counting and stabbing calculator. Again and again, all the best to me and my fellow coursemates.

*I don't watch tv recently, because the screen of innocent blood spilt and people die like they are nothing is really heart breaking :(
God bless Gaza.

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