I'm sick, i mean, my heart is sick, this is an unpleasant emotion. I can hardly get entertained eventhough she was like trying to be funny to retain her usual happy-go-lucky mode.... Tell me about it, she was just faking it all. She's doing something isolatedly different among us, she's under lotsa pressure, she's gotta go all the way down on her own, without sufficient guides from her siblings. It's tough, cz she barely finds clue from us, as we are hintless literally :( I sincerely hope that she'll be endowed with good luck. All the best Lima!
Was sorry and a lil grumpy along when being acknowledged that Hungery's fb, msn and hotmail accounts got hacked again, all at once. Guess she had a bad night yesterday. Grow up and get a life hackers! *ZAP!!*
*In case there's some question marks start developing over ur head, here i'm gonna clear it all. "Lima" is my fav way of referring to my lil sis,which had gone through numbers of evolutions, IINM, as for "Hungery", it's a very recent nickname given to ma older sis. Yep we hav a lot of stoopid and unexplainable family language among ourselves. Not you, not any others fellow, only Siblings are allowed to insult me! :P Needless to say, my love to my siblings is undescribable*
Things went well until this monrning... It's supposed to be a dream of 5 person, but the future's really not ours to see :0 like how it's been sung in this popular song Que Sera Sera
28.4.10
What i've been up to
:P and :S are the emoticons that best describe my situation now. *KNOCK!* It's not that i'm playful and being disgusted at the same time! Think better! sticking out tongue + irritated. I got my tongue burned when having dinner couple of hours ago and it's currently numbed, as if having a layer of 3-minutes super glue on it, this doesn't feel good at all!
Seeing that april of this year is about to end, i'm gonna let this term 'Packed' set in to express my past hecticness. Besides being tied up with an Art project, i've gone through some of the most exciting moments in the process of getting ma admittance to XXX college approved, though was still a lil nervous while being interviewed back then.... dun care! what's more important now is the outcome! :D But guess what, the most heartaching part recently is the moment of some mornings when i got up b4 work and this thought of 'your days is numbered' lurked around ma mind.... Thinking about the opportunity of broadened exposure, i felt glad of course, but sadly without my loved one :[ What's next? it's gonna be all the process of getting NOC, student visa....etc.
Thinking back the session before interview when i was in a room, with a number of applicants from different states and different races, sitting around an oval wood table, with most of the heads down, staring aimlessly at their nails, some having crossed arms (for guys it looked totally fine as they succeed displaying their coolness, as for gurls...... what shd i say.... the sense of streangtening the wall of ice came more stronger than any other purposes) Wasn't nervous at all, i looked outside the window, took a glimpse under the table, looked outside the window again... Oh the blazing sun is shining proudly outside.... oh poor ppl ur under it... ok stop, i'm not going to keep turning my neck for all these only... do something! The scent of awkwardness was getting thicker and thicker... Omg this is freaking uncomfortable!! Somebody broke the dreadful silence out of the sudden fulfilling my silent request, seeing his initiative, another guy joined, so was i, so the chain of talks begun, there were some awkward pause, still, but for sure far more better than the utterly-weird period before that. Back then, was fated to be in the room and had a brief, fun conversation with these particular future doctors and dentists. The day was cool.
Seeing that april of this year is about to end, i'm gonna let this term 'Packed' set in to express my past hecticness. Besides being tied up with an Art project, i've gone through some of the most exciting moments in the process of getting ma admittance to XXX college approved, though was still a lil nervous while being interviewed back then.... dun care! what's more important now is the outcome! :D But guess what, the most heartaching part recently is the moment of some mornings when i got up b4 work and this thought of 'your days is numbered' lurked around ma mind.... Thinking about the opportunity of broadened exposure, i felt glad of course, but sadly without my loved one :[ What's next? it's gonna be all the process of getting NOC, student visa....etc.
Thinking back the session before interview when i was in a room, with a number of applicants from different states and different races, sitting around an oval wood table, with most of the heads down, staring aimlessly at their nails, some having crossed arms (for guys it looked totally fine as they succeed displaying their coolness, as for gurls...... what shd i say.... the sense of streangtening the wall of ice came more stronger than any other purposes) Wasn't nervous at all, i looked outside the window, took a glimpse under the table, looked outside the window again... Oh the blazing sun is shining proudly outside.... oh poor ppl ur under it... ok stop, i'm not going to keep turning my neck for all these only... do something! The scent of awkwardness was getting thicker and thicker... Omg this is freaking uncomfortable!! Somebody broke the dreadful silence out of the sudden fulfilling my silent request, seeing his initiative, another guy joined, so was i, so the chain of talks begun, there were some awkward pause, still, but for sure far more better than the utterly-weird period before that. Back then, was fated to be in the room and had a brief, fun conversation with these particular future doctors and dentists. The day was cool.
7.4.10
Chromic Gut 3/0
I miss the days where i can have my head resting on my folding arms at my study table, doing revision (as if i'm willing to) trying my best to finish 3 chapters in a day (cz test is around the corner), blending brain juice for merely a single maths ques......... Ok i admit, i miss the times of being a Student so badly :0
Time past very fast today, not sure why was it so..... should b the way we took turns to assist i guess. Today was cool 'cz another lil surgical tooth extraction coloured our day as I was able to work alongside the doctor while suturing! :D You know, it's your pleasure to be trusted and given opportunity to learn! :D :D So i was asked to prepare another table setup after denture issue n extraction-Plastic instrument, needle holder, XXX, YYY, ZZZ (sorry forgotten the names of the instruments) and finally chromic gut 3/0 (consisting a curved needle attached with thread-like material, which is absorbable and can degrade by itself). So after putting Bio-Oss (white-color-powder-like thingy which helps achieve regeneration of natural bone- one of a new nice thing learned today :) ) into the 2 extraction wounds.... and finally process of suturing made the best part of all! :D was totally amazed seeing the needle pricking through the gums in and out...out and in... with fresh red blood all around.... and it was really a "wow" thing seeing how skillful the doctor tying knots... it's jz so unbelievable that all these happened ryte in front of my eyes, 0.24m away from my eyeball precisely =D
What can i say? Horror movie does help!
Time past very fast today, not sure why was it so..... should b the way we took turns to assist i guess. Today was cool 'cz another lil surgical tooth extraction coloured our day as I was able to work alongside the doctor while suturing! :D You know, it's your pleasure to be trusted and given opportunity to learn! :D :D So i was asked to prepare another table setup after denture issue n extraction-Plastic instrument, needle holder, XXX, YYY, ZZZ (sorry forgotten the names of the instruments) and finally chromic gut 3/0 (consisting a curved needle attached with thread-like material, which is absorbable and can degrade by itself). So after putting Bio-Oss (white-color-powder-like thingy which helps achieve regeneration of natural bone- one of a new nice thing learned today :) ) into the 2 extraction wounds.... and finally process of suturing made the best part of all! :D was totally amazed seeing the needle pricking through the gums in and out...out and in... with fresh red blood all around.... and it was really a "wow" thing seeing how skillful the doctor tying knots... it's jz so unbelievable that all these happened ryte in front of my eyes, 0.24m away from my eyeball precisely =D
What can i say? Horror movie does help!
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