23.3.09

Being a Libran

Life keeps on throwing pebbles at me, ranging in size from a red bean to a hen's egg. Days have been intimidating lately until a point i was about to throw up my hands and run away and this is why i have not been in the mood to blog for the past week.

Results were out more than a week ago and i should say that i'm pleased with it, except for paper bio unit 3 which drags most of our average down, so in order to obtain a strong A, retake or not is the major dilemma brought to the A-Level students. When this little thingy was still pestering me, the news a friend of mine and her family got involved in a bad car accident on the way back from vacation stunned me into silence.

So people, when your friend flunk her chem test, you helped her for the next one; when your friend wept and complaint that the guy she adored doesn't like her, you adviced her there's plenty of fish in the sea and there must be somebody holding the other end of the red string somewhere on earth waiting; but now when your friend lost her brother, what you gonna do?

We listened to her that night and let her talk most of the time. Believe me she's a tough girl. And girl, don't worry we'll back you up **hugs** :)

Life still goes on, for the following days the person writing this was struggling like a lil duckling, she lost confidence in her adaptability and herself, exactly a scale that lost its balance. Days turned out better only during the end of week, she attended her good friend's birthday party.

Hmm having conversation with friends can certainly clear up one's mind (for me, at least) Yeah i'm proud to be a part of my ex-classmates, they are brilliant and they are friends that I wish I could spend more time with *smile* The party was awesome, just that i left too early. To birthday girl, hope you're having the best birthday ever! Stay cute k lol

Well i'm not sure what's actually going on inside me, but i'm sure i'm not a defeatist. Take things as learning experience, patience is the key--- this is what i used to remind myself and i believe i can again regain that balance within.

Life ain't easy, my uncle died yesterday...

1 comment:

Kennedy said...

wow..never knew u been trough such a tough time..now I understand what was troubling you for the past week..really sad to hear so many bad news from u..I know u r strong n can overcome these as soon as possible..so take care..