Decolorization

Fee-Fi-Fo-Fum! I smell this rotten blog that's why i'm here to see if everything's alright.

So finally i can have a couple of time to spare here typing, connecting myself back to this global communication system, turning a new page for this site.

Well it's been 2 weeks since my last semester started, the first week was kind of... oh my god tis's gonna be a sticky patch to go through...as we met greater demand and tougher adversities.. oh could i? could i take the pressure?.. There was a point in my life i fidgeted a lot, almost all the time with bottomless reasons. I've gone through the days being a machine, living like nobody until the day i come across articles on newspaper, only to discover that i've actually got serious depression XD

Hold on..

PIIIIIAK!!! *mosquito gets killed* (yes i've been keeping an eye on this mosquito which has been distracting buzzing around..) K let's move on :D

People come checkout the following symptoms to see if you're one of the Blue Patient:

- Sadness and hopelessness
- Irritability
- Tearfulness or frequent crying
- Withdrawal from friends
- Loss of interest in activities
- Changes in eating and sleeping habit
- Restlessness
- Feeling of worthlessness
- Lack of enthusiasm and motivation
- Fatigue
- Difficulty concentrating
- Thoughts of suicide

So if you have more than half the statement checked, you're probably one of them. How blue izit? should be more or less within the range from the blue of Benedict's reagent to dark blue result when starch meets iodine solution, wadever.. you yourself know it =] yet the bottom line is, consider what makes contribution to your miserable cycle and try take measure. It ain't easy to make a turning point but trust me, as soon as you revive your spirit within and truly find out that there's always two sides in every occurrence, you'd always prefer the good want cz deep down you know that you gotta treat yourself well by not letting Blue to mask you again.

So chen wei u mean u've thought bt suicide??
Nah the 3rd and last statements r exceptional- i do get real depressed but, i still love Life :) n crying is not my style

Life is Multiple-Choice Questions in examination, the difference is only that there's no time limit before making your best decision. You take your time, rest whenever you want, carry on whenever you prefer, speed is nothing but don't plan to commit suicide la. Love your life k =]

So by the time stepping into the second week, i suddenly started seeing trace of sunlight, fluffy clouds, delightful green plants and flowers, chirping birds, worker bees, butterflies and all the beautiful things all around. I'm not sure what makes my blue decolourises so fast and brought me out from all kind of excessive worrying, i just got myself out of the dreadful situation and of course i'd want to work on it to keep things flowing this way :]

Hmmmm will be testing on fresh chapters of C3 tml (suppose it should be an Exercise at first..) aah dun care, there's nothing to fear about since revision is done rite :P
Alright will probably update more during weekends (as i hope i could hahah)

Have a good day people! :)